I Miss You

2010-05-06T23:19:00.003+08:00

Well, it's good to be back. Been a long time since i last log in to blogger. This blog has long been deem dead by many people. Reason why I'm updating today not because i have decided to continue blogging but to get something out of my heart. Some stuff tt is keeping inside whom i dunno who i can share to, so i guess by typing i might just feel better.

Few months back, 8 months to be exact, i hurt someone who i was very close with. Someone who i held close to my heart and who i really care for. Things has certainly change ever since then.

You were right.
I hurt you. I betray the trust u place in me. I bastard you.
And i totally understand the hostile attitude towards me.
And i should sae I really deserve what i get today.
I'm the biggest idiot on earth.

You said i didn't msg u to even tell u what happen during the whole situation all these months.
Yup, i didn't. Because after the msg you send me when i was in camp tt time, i was guilty and i noe i really hurt u back then.

Ysterday after reading e last msg u send me at nite, I knew we probably will nt be friends anymore. Just lyk you have mention, what's done has already been done and things will nv be the same again.

I wish we could be friends again.
All these months, i can only ask ppl who are you and constantly update myself abt u. I know u have injuries with ur back and i couldn't show concern to you because tt is e last thing u will ever wan me to do with u.
Many things i wish i could tell you too.

I won't give up in mending this friendship and i do seriously hope tt one day we can talk to each other again.
I miss calling u "肥婆" and many many things else.

喜欢的始终还是原来的那一位

2009-12-25T23:55:00.002+08:00

Firstly,
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE
=)
Best time of the year where you get to recieve presents!
Wow
Hahaha!

BUT
This year Christmas kinda quiet
Hmmmmm.....
Wonder why.
LOL

Have not been updating for quite some time
and seriously, i dunno wad to update -.-
Lols

People and things around me seems to be different
and somethings are no longer the same anymore. . .
I know things will nv be e same again
I noe no matter wad i sae, it doesn't matters anymore
But still
I just wanna sae
Sorry .

Alot of things i wanna sae but just dunno how to start
And even if i do, so what ?
Nobody's gonna believe.

Someone sae tis to me few hours back
"我不会再相信你说的话了"
Something lyk tt i guess.
-.-

Anw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to all December Babies =D

22/12/2009
Joel
23/12/2009
Serene =P
25/12/2009
Hui Ping =)
26/12/2009
Ivan
28/12/2009
Zhen Rong

Happy Birthday !!!
And hope all ur wishes and dreams come true =)

2009-11-27T14:48:00.003+08:00

Hmmmmmm
Been a long long time since i last update this blog.
LOL
Therefire, i decided to revive e blog today -.-

6 more weeks to POP.
Hahas. Looking forward to it.

Few days back,
Shared some stuff between a friend.
Nv expect i will tell her abt it . .
Every little things bring back many memories
Every single thing. .

Seems lyk a joke played on us.
but i rather remain this way
even though things gets drifted . .

ANW,

25/11/2009 was a BIG day for someone =D
Haha
As i have promise, i will blog abt it when book out.
LOL
Happy Birthday to Xie HuiMin. HAHA!
FINALLY, can watch M18 show le.
Haha =P
Alrdy wish u when i in camp le la, so nt gonna sae much here. Haha!
Quickly tio 4D and treat me lunch. Haha! =P

I miss e days in CE.
LOL

The difference between
friendship and love
is how much you can
hurt each other

2009-10-26T03:15:00.002+08:00

Gonna book in TODAY liao.
Zzz. Time seems to pass very quickly when i get to book out.
LOL

Recently, alot of spooky things have been gong on in my camp
of all places to build a training camp,
they choose to build over a cemetery
WTH

Anyone can't slp at nite can ask me abt the stories.
HAHAHAH.

Nov quickly come pls.
Den i will have my one week of holiday.
^^

Sometimes, i will look back and think
How will things turn out between us if we ever happen to be together. . .
Hahaha. .
Pretty bad i think o.0

It's a horrible thing to see your lost love walk past you with another girl,
and it's the worst thing to know that you made a mistake in letting him go

2009-10-18T03:08:00.005+08:00

This video is very very meaningful.
I hope any1 who watch this, pls listen carefully to everything he says.

In life as a sportsman, u train not just for e sake of training but to improve yourself so that you can perform during competition.
And when you don't get to play, dun get dishearted.
Because people can see ur effort u put in.
At e end of the day, even if you dun get to play . . .
You DIDN'T let anyone or yourself down
Because u did try afterall.
=)

Dun give up kaes. . .

2009-10-17T01:40:00.003+08:00

Hmmmmm. Been quite awhile since i last update this blog. LOL.
What to do ? NS ma. No time. =P

Actually, I find NS quite fun leh. LOL. Dun need bother to cao keng de.
Kena punishment together and eat those shitty food together. LOL
过一天是一天咯

Took first IPPT few weeks back.
As expected, fail pull up AGAIN. TMD -.-

HAHA. Nvm. 3 more IPPT to go.

Took shooting test today.
Steady pom pee pee.
I got Marksman. HAHA! Depend more on luck i guess. hahaha!

Was selected to be Squad I/C for one day during this week. Early in e morning kena punishment liao, coz sae wrong command -.-
Bloody hell . . . . Why all command in malay sia.
我又看不懂咯.

#1 BULLSHIT OF THE WEEK.

My timing for 2.4km was 8 min flat. o.0
BULLSHIT DE LO. SINCE WHEN I RUN SO FAST ?!?!?!?! Anyhow onli. -.-
P.S My Instructor talk lyk cannon. -.- I dun really believe e things he sae. lol

Seriously, Police really more relax den army. LOL.
AND
Miss out on alot of things this week. Zzzz. Cannot see netball match. lol

Booking in on sunday. . . . .
Hais. =(

If you want to feel rich, just count all of the things you have that money can't buy

2009-09-20T13:51:00.002+08:00

Alright people
Decided to update for once before i book in 2molo -.-

was enlisted on 8 sep
BUT
was given 9 days leave on 11 Sep.
So basically, i onli served 3 days of NS o.0
HAHA

So .....
3 days of trg was
Good ?
Nah. Kinda sucks but still can tolerate. =P
How the food ?
3 word to describe.
Cui dao CMI =D

BUT
That's NS. Welcome. Haha
So far so good la.
Bad thing is tt gonna book in soon le. Zzzz

AND i miss my hair =(
HAHA.
Botak really dun suits me well.
XD

After tt nite,
I really regret wad i sae and wad i did.
but . . .
sigh . . .

It's only after someone is gone, you
realize how much you miss them...

2009-09-08T00:58:00.003+08:00

Alrights
My time is up
Hahas.
No freedom for 2 yrs. Song bo
Enlisting in 7 hours. Haha

ANW,

Thanks everyone =)
For every wishes and things done for me

I hope i didn't left out any1
Haha
I think i visited everyone i shud liao *i think*

THANKS hong, for the 符. Hahas
Stay cheerful kaes. .

If I had one more night to live,
I would want to spend it with you.

2009-09-06T03:02:00.001+08:00

2
days left

Hahas. Wow. Tt's fast la
Anw, thanks ppl for e wishes and such. .
=)
I enjoyed myself this few days . .

AND
WORSE THING HAPPEN OF ALL TIME
I LOSE MY WALLET !!!!
CUI

Go NS no IC.
zzzzZzzZzzZzzzzz

Hais. I dun mind i can't get back my cash.
BUT
I just wan my IC back lahsss.
Sian

i think i got 48 plus hour left. Hahas.

127 days left to POP.
LOL

2009-08-25T23:41:00.002+08:00

U know,
Sometimes . . .
You make me think that
It was a mistake to lyk her in e first place.

I choose
Not to believe what others think....
I choose to believe you

Yet,
I have many things i can't explain.
&
You give "Friendship"
A whole new meaning . . .

It means N~O~T~H~I~N~G

Why issit when i still wan to save this friendship,
You choose to end it ?

I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is,
they're going to hurt you every once in awhile
and you must forgive them for that.

2009-08-23T22:13:00.002+08:00

We know each other for more then 2 yrs
ok
It might seems short.

We spend quite alot of time tgt
and i tot we know each other well

Until recently,
I found out that
I dun really noe you that well
&
You dun really noe me well too

Friends come and go.
Yes.
But there are some friends you dun wan them to go.
and in case you dunno,
You just happen to fall into tt category

Seems lyk we have alot of argument lately.
ZzzzZzzz
Why every argument we have seems to have something to do wif her ?

话能帮人
也能伤人

Kind words can be short and easy to speak, but their echoes are truly endless

2009-08-20T23:19:00.002+08:00

16 days left
That's e amount of time left for me before going to ns.
Just perfect.

nvm. you won't know the diff anw.

Love is like grass.
If you fall on it,it may leave a stain and some temporary pain.
But you’ll get over the pain, it will eventually stop hurting.
Now maybe the stain ruined your favorite pair of jeans,
or maybe it was nothing special that was ruined,
but either way the stain remains there.

And with time, it will begin to fade,
but it will always be there,
a permanent reminder that you,
too, once fell

What's better?
A lie that draws a smile
or the truth that draws a tear?

2009-08-19T23:43:00.002+08:00

18 days left.
WHOO!
TMD
不会快
LOL

FINALLY,
I have recover liao. haha.
Feels good to be well again.
Thanks ;)

Everyone is having exams soon. . .
Better dun disturb le ba.
Hahas!
Ltr too stress, tio gan. -.-
Lucky soccer starts le.
Watch soccer for e remaining time ba.
=/

想一想
其实，我的答案是什么都不是很重要
Whether is a yes or a no, i dun see a point.
becoz in e end
Result will still be e same

Why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine...

2009-08-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

20 Days to go. . .
Hais. Ok. Fine.
Go NS jiu NS la. Haha! Dun care so much.

AND
I have been sick since fri ?
LOL
On the road to recovering. Hahas
After today will recover even fast. Hahas.
=)

By hook or by crook,
I have to go CE tis coming thurs to get my Cert -.-
Cannot drag le.
HAHA

How i wish i could say yes in front of you . .
Hahas

A boyfriend stabs you in the heart, a stranger stabs you in the front,
a friend stabs you in the back, but best friends don't carry knives.

2009-08-16T00:59:00.003+08:00

IN MY OPINION,
A good MC (Master of Ceremonies) *In case some of you dunno* LOL
doesn't have to be like screaming and shouting "Whooa" or "Yeah"
BECOZ
IT IS SUPER IRRITATING.

Kinda Pek cek just nw and feel lyk telling the stupid MC to
STFU
LOL.

MOST PROBABLY YOU'RE THE ONLY IDIOT TO BE ENJOYING THE SHOW
STUPID

Today finally get to meet up wif some of my friends.
LOL
Talked about army stories
&
GHOST STORIES
LOL

听就好
=)

Damn. . .
22 Days left.
ZZZZzzzzzZZZZ

You may be out of my sight...
but never out of my mind...

2009-08-14T22:43:00.003+08:00

24 days left !
WOW

Learnt something today, NEVER EVER try to whack durian for 2 days WITHOUT drinking water
And Green tea doesn't fall under the category of water.
LOL

There's a reason why ppl ask you to drink water after eating. LOL

Result you will get at e end of the day,
SORE THROAT -.-
&
It sucks

One day your going to look back and say,
Damn! that guy really did love me...

2009-08-13T14:34:00.002+08:00

25 Days and still counting . . .
Wake up today and realise, i dun really wan to go army SO SOON lah.
LOL

I probably gonna miss ALOT of things i was looking forward to.
Basket -.-
Things like :

Birthday(s)
Competition
&
MY NIGHT LIFE
T_T

Hahahas. Many things happen for this pass 2 months.
AND
I learn to cherish friends around me =)
Be more sensitive towards hw ppl feel

I guess this is one expensive lesson i have attend before i go army ba
Haha.

PEOPLE, LET'S MEET UP SOON.
HAHA

Till now, I haven go collect my cert from CE. Zzz
Dun really feel lyk gng dw get a cert and go off liao lo.
It's lyk wth. Lol

AND
My 'O' lvl Cert oso need to take.
HAHA.

~~I guess you are e reason why i'm nt mentally ready for army.~~

2 years can be consider not too long or not too short to many of you.
BUT
It will be just nice for you to find someone who likes you and show more concern to you then i have ever tried.

Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people.
But you never forget them.
And sometimes,it's those memories that give us the strength to go on.

2009-08-12T13:19:00.003+08:00

不知不觉
I only left 27 days before i go NS.
Whoo. Song bo.
I need to get my cap soon.
-.-

~~At some point of time during these 2 yrs, we will lost contact. And trust me, i will disappear from ur life even faster den you ever noe~~

Anw,
There will be Meteor shower in S'pore night time today
Which i highly doubt we will be able to see it la

Love means never having to say you are sorry.

2009-08-09T14:35:00.003+08:00

Changed my blog song
Found this song very nice
Sorry by Buckcherry

Lyrics of the song is meaningful

~~~~

Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same

[Pre-Chorus:]
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die

[Chorus:]
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue, I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry:

This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah I'm sorry!

[Chorus]
I'm sorry baby, yeah , I'm sorry

~~~~

Suddenly, miss Ethan lying on my shoulder. HAHA
&
I miss you too
Zzz

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while, so when you are lonely, remember this is true: Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you

2009-08-03T03:16:00.004+08:00

Was listening songs when i found this song in my computer
Suddenly,
I start to think of you. . .
=(

If she is the first thing you think of when you wake up,
the only thing you think of when you're awake,
and the last thing you think of before you go to bed,
then she is really somebody special.

2009-08-02T02:41:00.003+08:00

Watch this video if you're free people.
LOL.
Find it quite interesting.
Nice wedding and music.
One of a kind. Find it more appealing den those traditional type where e bride and groom just walk in. HAHA.

This is wad i call Party =D

说我爱你, 从男人的心里是最难表达诚实的秘密

2009-08-01T02:46:00.002+08:00

I MISS PLAYING SOCCER
SIAN
T_T
I WANT PLAY SOCCER LEHX
HAHA

~~I'm sorry if i hurt you, but someday u will realise i'm not the right guy for you~~

A kiss is just a kiss until you find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug until its the one your thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until you make it come true.
Love is just a work until its proven to you.

2009-07-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

FIRST thing FIRST

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS JESSICA TEO SOCK HUA
=D

Already say what i wanted to say in my msg le.
HAHA
BUT anw,
你老了 =)

Take Good Care of yourself arh.
HAHA
Hope you are more happy den 失望 for what me n ping has done
LOLS
We tried our best le

Women are like telephones;
They like to be held and talked to,
but if you push the wrong buttons you might get disconnected!

2009-07-24T02:18:00.002+08:00

YOU know things only get worse when you are down.

Mood now currently: SUCKS. -.-

Things happen so unexpectedly. KNS.
~~How i wish you were here~~

I wonder why guys dun cry so easily. o.0

23 July is my Brother Birthday =)
24 July is my Sister Birthday =D

Which means i'm broke. LOL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE LITTLE DEVILS *Mabbe 10 yrs ltr u will see this =X

One day you'll ask me, "which is more important to you, me or your life"
I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and leave me with out knowing that you are my life...

Bon Voyage

2009-07-21T12:37:00.003+08:00

THINKING & THINKING

IF I have hurt you or make you feel uneasy, think again . .
YOU probably have done the same thing to me before. *Without you knowing*

SOMETIMES, you can't expect me to be free all e time.
EVEN you, are busy at times. I dun sae anything.

Whatever la okay.

I have tried and tried many times.
If this is e ai mai ai mai attitude, den guess the time i spend knowing you are all been gone to waste.

Scare of going for training for e first time, i pei you go.
Just a simple question, "What time you leaving".
YOU DUNNO.
Veri Good One

It takes more muscle to frown then to laugh

To The World You May Be One Person
But To One Person You May Be The World

Sometime, i wish you know. . .

2009-07-14T23:31:00.001+08:00

If I could have 3 wishes, I wouldn't wish for the stars, the moon, the riches and this life.
But for 25 hours a day,
8 days a week, and 13 months a year
to spend a longer time with you =)

Love may mean taking chances, but their worth takin

Invisible Man

2009-07-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt that you have been taken for granted ??
I'm sure at some point of time, we do feel this way.

To you, I'm most probably a invisible man.
BUT
I have my own feelings and thinking

I guess i was pretty hurt by tis incident
TIRED alrdy.

I think sometimes, you shud keep things also. Dun always share.

O ya, before i forget
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL =)
AT LEAST I RMBER -.-

You walk by me everyday and say hello.Everyday you take time out to listen to me.
You talk to me, smile at me,laugh with me, and have fun with me.
Well, I talk, smile and laugh too,but inside I'm hurting.
Deep down it hurts to be with you because
I love you and you are only a FRIEND.

2009-07-12T02:25:00.000+08:00

~!@#^&*(^&%#$@$^&*&^%
!@#$%^&%$#@#$5
!@#$@$%^$#
!@#$@#$
!#@!#
..!..

BUZZ OFF

2009-07-09T01:19:00.000+08:00

Is it really impossible for us to continue talking ?

Why is it that i feel the sense of coldness coming from u when i saw u tt day ?

Why did things turn out this way ?

Many question inside me and i'm dying for answers.

Why why why.

Remember not to ever expect love, but do not forget about it either.

2009-07-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

I'M
SICK & TIRED ALRDY

DO WHATEVER YOU WAN
DO WHATEVER YOU THINK IS RIGHT
BECAUSE
IN THE END
YOU WILL REALISE AND UNDERSTAND THE PICTURE CLEARER

W
M
L

2009-07-04T02:03:00.001+08:00

CURRENTLY lazy to blog
LOL

BUT
I'M IN A GOOD MOOD
=)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAAHAHA

Happy, Happy and still happy
=)

2009-06-28T23:15:00.000+08:00

Alrights. Maybe it's time to write somethin before ppl request me to close the blog dw for not updating. Hahas.

Today was the most ugly match i ever played.
Doesn't matter who win or lose.
Spare me e thrash talk pls.

You won e game but lose e spirit of it. Bye Loser.

Suddenly, i feel that our 6 yrs of friendship lyk nth compare to a girl.
If the problem is really on me den forget it. U just can't get the picture.
Explaining only make matter worse.

Don't cry for a man who's left you,
the next one may fall for your smile.

2009-06-26T03:10:00.001+08:00

UNDER RENOVATION
=)
Pls Drop by again

2009-06-26T02:57:00.000+08:00

DAO CHI YI YOU
(((: